Tuesday, July 14, 2009
-yes, I know..
I stole some time to be at the computer lab updating this post - class will be from 2 till 4 later.
This week is another new week. Hectic and I've to adapt to a lot of new things..'cos finally, I'm no longer doing English as a major.
I'm doing Spanish as my current major for my Bachelors in Linguistics and Translation.
It was tough, but I guess I could adapt.
Mango called me on Saturday and she said that UM sucked the life out of me- 'cos I lost the zest in my voice when I spoke.
It's exhausting being in here, yesterday especially; I was running to and fro rearranging my schedule, getting through with the procedures and then going for my first class; t'was MUY DIFICIL. I had a hard day yesterday- and on top of that, I lost my keys. The keys to my room and my wardrobe.
And the clothes I'm currently wearing belongs to my senior.
I don't have clothes. :(
I need to get back to my college later to ask the technician to help me open up the wardrobe and so I can go get my clothes and all that - else I'd suffer wearing my clothes for the next few days.
It's been hectic, but it was good. God's been awesome to me - His grace ever sufficient all the time; and more than enough.
And yes, I've not announced through this blog, but on Facebook I did ; I'm currently attached.
Attached to Nath Wong a.k.a. mrinjured from ShoutOut.
Yes, another SO couple. Lol.
But at this moment, please, do not ask us about anything- we're trying to work things out.
(:
now I'm off to lunch and to class.
xo!
This week is another new week. Hectic and I've to adapt to a lot of new things..'cos finally, I'm no longer doing English as a major.
I'm doing Spanish as my current major for my Bachelors in Linguistics and Translation.
It was tough, but I guess I could adapt.
Mango called me on Saturday and she said that UM sucked the life out of me- 'cos I lost the zest in my voice when I spoke.
It's exhausting being in here, yesterday especially; I was running to and fro rearranging my schedule, getting through with the procedures and then going for my first class; t'was MUY DIFICIL. I had a hard day yesterday- and on top of that, I lost my keys. The keys to my room and my wardrobe.
And the clothes I'm currently wearing belongs to my senior.
I don't have clothes. :(
I need to get back to my college later to ask the technician to help me open up the wardrobe and so I can go get my clothes and all that - else I'd suffer wearing my clothes for the next few days.
It's been hectic, but it was good. God's been awesome to me - His grace ever sufficient all the time; and more than enough.
And yes, I've not announced through this blog, but on Facebook I did ; I'm currently attached.
Attached to Nath Wong a.k.a. mrinjured from ShoutOut.
Yes, another SO couple. Lol.
But at this moment, please, do not ask us about anything- we're trying to work things out.
(:
now I'm off to lunch and to class.
xo!
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written at 12:57 PM
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Tuesday, July 7, 2009
-helpless
Mango wrote another post in my blog again and yes, I need that. Lol.
Here I am in my fac's computer lab blogging. And giving y'all a short update.
Life's been hectic. Overwhelming is an understated word. And no, I've not switched to the Spanish major..planning to ask my Academic Advisor if I can take a double major. But so far as I've heard, UM doesn't offer a double.
I still want to pursue my Spanish dreams. Haha.
I've lost weight.
I'm not really eating regularly, and I've been walking around much. 15 mins from my college to my fac, and sometimes more. The journey's tough, if I don't use the shuttle bus.
Life's alright here, but it definitely makes me miss home and all I have there.
Campus life rocks, but it definitely makes you grateful for the little luxuries and the fun you have back home.
No, I'm not gonna correct your grammar, Mango ;P
And please do blog as and when you wish (like I need to say that la right?).
And please, we need a bitching session, pronto.
'cos uni's full of... ptls.
I need to jjbptlinrg soon.
And you'd be proud to know I did have a Charissa cry last week when I went through orientation. I miss you, Mango.
i'm exhausted.
BUT today's a good day.
My lecturer cancelled her class. Wahaha.
Quarantined 'cos she just came back from Africa.
Heheh.
I'm enjoying this. Freedom from 9am onwards.
For this week.
And next week, a hectic life begins.
Oh boy.
Here I am in my fac's computer lab blogging. And giving y'all a short update.
Life's been hectic. Overwhelming is an understated word. And no, I've not switched to the Spanish major..planning to ask my Academic Advisor if I can take a double major. But so far as I've heard, UM doesn't offer a double.
I still want to pursue my Spanish dreams. Haha.
I've lost weight.
I'm not really eating regularly, and I've been walking around much. 15 mins from my college to my fac, and sometimes more. The journey's tough, if I don't use the shuttle bus.
Life's alright here, but it definitely makes me miss home and all I have there.
Campus life rocks, but it definitely makes you grateful for the little luxuries and the fun you have back home.
No, I'm not gonna correct your grammar, Mango ;P
And please do blog as and when you wish (like I need to say that la right?).
And please, we need a bitching session, pronto.
'cos uni's full of... ptls.
I need to jjbptlinrg soon.
And you'd be proud to know I did have a Charissa cry last week when I went through orientation. I miss you, Mango.
i'm exhausted.
BUT today's a good day.
My lecturer cancelled her class. Wahaha.
Quarantined 'cos she just came back from Africa.
Heheh.
I'm enjoying this. Freedom from 9am onwards.
For this week.
And next week, a hectic life begins.
Oh boy.
Labels: feelings, random rants, the soulmate
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Monday, July 6, 2009
Con Mucho Cariño
To my one and only soulmate, my beloved Pineapple.
It's been what? Only two or three weeks since we last spoke. But once again, it feels like friggin forever.
I feel like I've already missed out on so much. Maybe it's coz you sorta moved out for your first time and I wasn't there. Maybe it's coz you've started university and I haven't had a tour of your campus yet. Or maybe it's coz it's just us lah, woman. And going a few days without you already feels like forever, let alone a few weeks.
It actually doesn't matter what the explanation is, does it? I know the past week has probably been an emotional roller coaster there and I wish I could have been right next to you to share the giggles and tears. And if anyone got on your nerve, you know I'd be there for you to have a full out bitching session too! Even though we both know that you wouldn't do that anyways, coz you're way to forgiving and stuff.
Stay strong there Pineapple. But have a Charissa cry and let the tears flow every now and then yea. You know you need to. Coz all that holding in it and putting up your wall, is gonna wear you out over time. And I can't have you all tired before I even get there to visit you. Right?
I'm gonna try my best to make it there the moment I can. So you can show me all your classrooms. And the top bunk of the double decker that you call your bed now. We all know that your actual bed rocks! And is SO the best place to sleep kan?? So i'm guessing your new dorm room is like this miserable little square box in comparison. Hehe. I've got pictures printed out for you so you can like, stick it around your mirror in the dorm. Hopefully that'd make u feel a little better. And if you don't have a mirror in the dorm then I'll just have to buy you one!
I'm gonna go now woman. But I will see you soon! And maybe we could start jjbing & ptling in rg ;) I love you. From even the deepest most hidden cracks in my heart.
XOXOXO
Mango
p/s: I know you're this soon to be official expert at Engrish and all (if you don't switch to Spanish). But that gives you no right to correct my language. Or my heartfelt letter to you. Hehe. Te quiero mucho.
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Saturday, July 4, 2009
-orientation.
Damn.
Freaking.
Exhausted.
I'm back from UM for the weekend.
Spending about 15 hours here before I leave for UM again, 'cos I'd to settle some other banking stuff in UM tomorrow.
I miss home, and I had a hectic , and painful week this week.
I lost weight, I got sick, I got publicly humiliated, I cried like, till my head hurt (think migraine.)- the experience in UM for this 1st week 's just plain unforgettable.
And that ...human being (roar, words can kill. must control. *mind monologue*) that caused me that much pain still never admits her mistake.
Screw it anyway, it's over.
Yes, dear churchies, if you read my blog, faham-faham I tengah marah. Haha.
Nah, I'm not.
I'm just feeling uber tired after everything ended, and recapping everything that happened just conjured me feelings again.
Only God knows how bad it all were.
And I can only thank God for the experiences I went through which were volumes worst off compared to this, 'cos without them I'd crumble in such a perplexing condition.
And I applied to switch my major. Let's see if God really wants me to do my degree in English or He allows me to switch my major.
Now I just can't think. I miss my bed.
Sleeping on the top bunk of a double decker bed with only 4 inches thick mattress makes you so grateful for the luxuries of home.
Coming back home, I am so thankful.
Very, very thankful for the littlest things that I overlooked in the past.
Yes, being away from home and staying in a hostel which's really BASIC makes you very, very, very, grateful.
For your home, your parents, your family, the comfort zone that you have- list them.
On one hand I know I can taste the freedom, but now I know how it feels to be away from home, albeit it not being really that far, but one week of being away from home and living on your own makes you realize the taste of being in a strange place alone- it's all about adapting and accepting and living life on your own.
To sink, or swim, it's up to you. How matured a person you are, how wise you are- it'll determine.
But all these comes with experience, and I guess being at this phase in life, I'd be able to learn more.
Life's a learning process anyway.
Okay. My eyes are closing. I shall go off now.
Sleeping for less than 5 hours a day the whole week is causing me to collapse.
I shall go.
xo.
Freaking.
Exhausted.
I'm back from UM for the weekend.
Spending about 15 hours here before I leave for UM again, 'cos I'd to settle some other banking stuff in UM tomorrow.
I miss home, and I had a hectic , and painful week this week.
I lost weight, I got sick, I got publicly humiliated, I cried like, till my head hurt (think migraine.)- the experience in UM for this 1st week 's just plain unforgettable.
And that ...human being (roar, words can kill. must control. *mind monologue*) that caused me that much pain still never admits her mistake.
Screw it anyway, it's over.
Yes, dear churchies, if you read my blog, faham-faham I tengah marah. Haha.
Nah, I'm not.
I'm just feeling uber tired after everything ended, and recapping everything that happened just conjured me feelings again.
Only God knows how bad it all were.
And I can only thank God for the experiences I went through which were volumes worst off compared to this, 'cos without them I'd crumble in such a perplexing condition.
And I applied to switch my major. Let's see if God really wants me to do my degree in English or He allows me to switch my major.
Now I just can't think. I miss my bed.
Sleeping on the top bunk of a double decker bed with only 4 inches thick mattress makes you so grateful for the luxuries of home.
Coming back home, I am so thankful.
Very, very thankful for the littlest things that I overlooked in the past.
Yes, being away from home and staying in a hostel which's really BASIC makes you very, very, very, grateful.
For your home, your parents, your family, the comfort zone that you have- list them.
On one hand I know I can taste the freedom, but now I know how it feels to be away from home, albeit it not being really that far, but one week of being away from home and living on your own makes you realize the taste of being in a strange place alone- it's all about adapting and accepting and living life on your own.
To sink, or swim, it's up to you. How matured a person you are, how wise you are- it'll determine.
But all these comes with experience, and I guess being at this phase in life, I'd be able to learn more.
Life's a learning process anyway.
Okay. My eyes are closing. I shall go off now.
Sleeping for less than 5 hours a day the whole week is causing me to collapse.
I shall go.
xo.
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written at 6:45 PM
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Sunday, June 28, 2009
-today.
I'm off to UM today.
and it'll be a new chapter in my life ... starting uni. Starting studies all over again. This time, studying a language I've always spoken in detail. And staying out from home for real.
I'm apprehensive yet excited.
I'm enjoying the freedom I'll get but at the same time I know I'm gonna miss my parents ala loca.
And I'm looking forward to everything, yet I'm reluctant at the same time.
A cocktail of different feelings, I suppose.
Spoke to Mr Smilemaker.
And cleared things up for real.
I don't wanna be a homebreaker, and I never will be that.
Bell, I'll story you when I've the time.
Strangely though, it's this time that I don't welcome the idea of being in love per se, but then there's a guy.
Another guy whom I know for about 2 years now and he's also another smilemaker, in a different way.
There are some things that were said between us and we decide to surrender to God, whatever happens.
I've learnt a lot about surrender, again; this month.
Lord, I will worship You.
Pray for me, y'all, as I embark in a new journey in this new chapter in my life.
(:
lesser updates hereon.
Xos (:
and it'll be a new chapter in my life ... starting uni. Starting studies all over again. This time, studying a language I've always spoken in detail. And staying out from home for real.
I'm apprehensive yet excited.
I'm enjoying the freedom I'll get but at the same time I know I'm gonna miss my parents ala loca.
And I'm looking forward to everything, yet I'm reluctant at the same time.
A cocktail of different feelings, I suppose.
Spoke to Mr Smilemaker.
And cleared things up for real.
I don't wanna be a homebreaker, and I never will be that.
Bell, I'll story you when I've the time.
Strangely though, it's this time that I don't welcome the idea of being in love per se, but then there's a guy.
Another guy whom I know for about 2 years now and he's also another smilemaker, in a different way.
There are some things that were said between us and we decide to surrender to God, whatever happens.
I've learnt a lot about surrender, again; this month.
Lord, I will worship You.
Pray for me, y'all, as I embark in a new journey in this new chapter in my life.
(:
lesser updates hereon.
Xos (:
Labels: feelings, random rants, relationships
written at 1:47 AM
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Thursday, June 25, 2009
-lack of.
Updates.
due to the fact I've been EXTREMELY busy with uni preps.
Smilemaker did me a checklist to help me out to settle my stuff one by one (see, how am I not gonna crush on him with that sweetness? :S damn.).
I've been really busy with shopping for my needs, going out with friends before heading for uni, driving lessons, etc etc etc.
I'm so fatigued by everything.
I'll update when I can from uni.
Or when I come home for the weekend..if I do.
Or I get guestbloggers.
Haha (: the usual .
due to the fact I've been EXTREMELY busy with uni preps.
Smilemaker did me a checklist to help me out to settle my stuff one by one (see, how am I not gonna crush on him with that sweetness? :S damn.).
I've been really busy with shopping for my needs, going out with friends before heading for uni, driving lessons, etc etc etc.
I'm so fatigued by everything.
I'll update when I can from uni.
Or when I come home for the weekend..if I do.
Or I get guestbloggers.
Haha (: the usual .
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written at 10:11 PM
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Monday, June 22, 2009
-Team Hoyt.
God knows how little I cry.
But this video made me.
I'm amazed by how much a father's love can cause a father to do things..like running and running, and continue racing. Just for his child. Watch the vid. You'd understand what I mean.
But this video made me.
I'm amazed by how much a father's love can cause a father to do things..like running and running, and continue racing. Just for his child. Watch the vid. You'd understand what I mean.
written at 3:17 AM
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